Wednesday, January 1, 2025

January 1, 2025: Softness of Time

Waking beneath a blanket of gray cloud feels somehow

reassuring, feels like a soft beginning to a hard year, feels less 

harsh than bright sunlight bearing down like an interrogation lamp,

demanding answers to questions that can't possibly be answered. 


Somehow reassuring also that the clouds are entirely indifferent 

to the plight of those below, indifferent to mortality itself 

and the realization that the old must die, and soon, and that memory 

is all that will remain until memory dies as well at last. 


Snow falls in the afternoon gently here and maybe everywhere 

between here and Ohio, where memories continue to live and die, 

where sky and frozen ground become covered by the same dull 

exquisite softness of time as it turns, descends, and turns away.


©2025 Jim Magaw

February 9: Too Much Nose Blowing

Too much nose blowing in this lovely hotel room where I wish I'd slept.